Silent sigh

Today is my 5th day after coming back from Malaysia...*sigh* that's all I can say.

Still feeling tired and exhausted. Work is consuming my energy since I switched to this new company.

I'm missing home like crazy. The thoughts of going home for good constantly flashing in my mind. But...there are too many 'buts' to think about.

It's my sweetheart's birthday tomorrow and guess what, I havent got him a birthday card yet...let alone a present.

I'm just so miserable right now. There is something bugging me inside but I'm not sure what it is.

Don't have much else to say. Hope this unhappy feeling will past soon.

p/s: Will post about my cuti-cuti Malaysia adventure soon..how soon? dunno